17 more days until Juilliard!!
Sometimes I wonder if I am really cut out to be a professional musician. I don’t know if I can handle the people I will be working with. Maybe this has nothing to do with music, and I’m just freaking myself out… Perhaps, this is just a life problem. I just can’t seem to comprehend why people are so “catty” and downright rude. I have been slacking lately, yes, but I am taking account for all of that and owning up to my mistakes. Why can’t people accept apologies and move on?? I’m also not sure if this post is a discussion about being a musician or just a huge rant.
Discussion/whiny rant ended.
i got rejected from oberlin :( i did get into more prestigious institutes though so i'm a bit confused at my rejection. It's not like my stats are low or anything (mine are actually higher than the 25-75 range) so i'm just like uhhhhh right now haha. plus, i see that oberlin doesn't have many asians and i spent all my life with asians (i'm an asian too) ^^ it's ok i have urochester-eastman to "fall back on"
lol some schools are just plain stupid! i got into Juilliard and got rejected at Peabody! LOL!! It seems like you will be just fine!
HOLY CRAPP A FULL SCHOLARSHIP TO JULLIARD?!!?!?